Showing posts with label Genesis 32. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Genesis 32. Show all posts

Saturday, 21 September 2019

Wrestling with the God who renames us


PPT – Genesis and family tree
1.   The book of Genesis [Bible [Project]
2.   Chapters 1-11; creation, all is good, then downhill.
3.   Chapters 12-50; Abraham and descendants
a.   Abraham – blessed to be a blessing
b.   Last week we heard about the covenant God made with Abraham, the birth of Ishmael and the birth of Isaac.
c.    Jacob steals the blessing from his brother Esau
d.   Jacob wrestles – reading today
e.   Joseph hated by his brothers and sold into slavery
f.     Joseph saves the family in time of famine
4.   Family tree
a.   Interbreeding
5.   12 tribes of Israel


In the readings these past few weeks, all have had something to do with names.
In Genesis chapter 2, Adam is made from the Adamah [earth], and then from Adam comes ish and ishah, the man and the woman.
Last week the names of Abram and Sari were changed to Abraham and Sarah.
This week Jacob is renamed Israel.

Have you ever changed your name? many of the women will have changed their surnames when they married, something that happens less often these days. I know when I changed my surname from Bannister to Lawrence, it was like undoing what my mother had done, as my mother’s maiden name was also Lawrence.

Have you changed your name, or the name you are known by? I know growing up different groups of people called me different names. At school I was Pat, at home and with family Trish or Trisha, when I started going to Sunday School, there I was called Patty. That meant in my teenage years I was known by three different names.


What does your name, or your choice of name say about you?
What name does God use when talking with you?

Sometimes we name people in ways that are unhelpful - stupid, sissy, nerd, failure ….
How might God rename you? gift, beloved, creative …  

The relationship between Esau and Jacob

Abraham and Sarah waited into their old age to have Isaac. Isaac marries Rebekah, they have twin sons. Esau was born first, and Jacob was holding onto his heel. therefore, Esau was granted all the rights of being the eldest son.  Jacob was a deceiver, and deceived.
Jacob took the birthright and blessing that was due to Esau. Esau was hungry and gave Isaac his birthright as eldest, for some food. [25: 29-34] When Isaac was about to die, he asked Esau to go hunting, kill an animal and cook it for him, then he will receive his fathers blessing. But Jacob and Rebeca colluded so that Jacob would get the blessing from Isaac. [chapter 27]
When Esau returns from hunting and cooking, he finds out he has been swindled of the blessing, and vows to kill Jacob as soon as Isaac dies.

Jacob leaves and goes to his mother’s people, there he works for Laban, his uncle, and falls for one of Laban’s daughters.  Uncle Laban is just as sneaky as Jacob, and after working 7 years to be able to marry Rachel, Jacob wakes up after the wedding night to find he has married Leah. A week later he marries Rachel but must work another seven years for Laban.
More time goes by; after a total of twenty years, Jacob, his wives, servants, children and flocks leave to return home.

Then we get this episode we heard this morning.
Jacob is understandably anxious about how Esau might react to seeing him. Jacob heard that Esau was coming his way with 400 men; that sounds like war! Or a picnic?
Do you always assume the worst scenario in any situation?
  
The Jacob sent ahead some very generous gifts, goats, sheep, camels, cattle and donkeys.
When you read chapter 33, you find out that Esau was please to see Isaac, he runs and hugs and kisses Jacob. Esau tells Jacob he doesn’t need all the animals, he has enough already.

Sometimes what we imagine is not what happens.
Do you usually imagine the worst scenario?


The thing that kept coming to mind for me this week was the idea of wrestling, with ourselves or God or ….

Last week we heard how Abraham and Sarah showed hospitality to three strangers, strangers who had a message from God.
This week we hear of a man who wrestles with Jacob, but is it a man, an angel, or God. or is it Jacob’s own conscious?

“Our physical bodies so often reveal our emotional tensions.  The person who is carrying the weight of the world has shoulders that slump inward, bowed by an invisible, deeply felt burden.  The person who is all bent out of shape emotionally also has mysterious aches and pains.  The one who can’t stand something develops pain in the feet or ankles.  In a similar way, Jacob begins the night wrestling with his own fears about his upcoming meeting with his brother Esau, and then spends the rest of the night wrestling with a mystery figure.  The outer fight mirrors the inner one.” [i]

I wonder what keeps you awake at night; what or who do you wrestle with?
It seems that many people today are unable to sit with their own thoughts, there is always music or games or Television or YouTube – something to stop the thoughts that come in the silence.
What is it we are afraid of?
Is it God, or our pain, our shame, our guilt or our fears?
Has Jacob finally acknowledged and owned his past behaviour?
Just as Jacob was wounded and blessed, struggles change us – we can be both wounded and blessed by a struggle.

I don’t often think about wrestling with God.
I think of encounters with Jesus or God or the Spirit, divine encounters, holy moments – and generally i think of the pleasant ones, where i was comforted, or given a word of peace or encouragement, but if i ma honest, not all encounters with the Holy are pleasant. There are times when God will call me out for something I have done, or not done.
Some of our conversations while I was running away from ordained ministry were not comfortable or comforting.

what do you wrestle with?
How would God rename you?


[i] https://revgalblogpals.org/2019/09/17/narrative-lectionary-mixed-martial-arts-genesis-329-13-22-30/