“ God, I wish I could die” – how
often do you hear that phrase? How often do you say that?
I know for some people it is about
feeling there is nothing more to life, that they are getting old and more
frail. But that isn’t the case for Elijah.
When Elijah says : ‘Lord, take away my life’ , life has become too hard.
He has tried to be true to God, but everywhere he turns there is another battle
to fight, and he has had enough. He feels
like a failure. He feels like he alone. He is defending God and speaking for
God and no-one is taking any notice, and no matter what he does it just isn’t
getting any better, and now ….. and now Jezebel wants him dead, he is a marked
man. If this was a Western movie, his
face would be on the wanted poster. You could make this a Western, good guy,
white hat, comes to town to sort out the baddies, kills quite a few of them,
but everyone is scared to be with him, as the bad guys, in black hats, are
looking to kill him or anyone who helps him. You get the picture.
Elijah feels alone. When we have
something difficult to do, it helps if there are other people standing with us,
other people working at the same task, or at least offering encouragement. That
is one of the advantages of being part of a congregation, we can encourage each
other; and we do that through prayer, and through listening, and through
working together. Meeting together we sing and pray and hear the Scriptures;
but just the fact of meeting with other Christians, of recognising that we are
not in fact the ‘only’ person who believes in God, helps us when we take a
stand.
I wonder have you ever felt like no one really knows you?
I wonder have you ever felt
isolated?
Elijah ran away in fear, and
eventually sleeps. When he awakes there is food and drink, for the journey. God
does not reprimand him for running away.
After a long time, well 40 days and nights which means a long time, Elijah comes to the
mountain of God – the same mountain that Moses saw the Burning Bush – so
something amazing is likely to happen. [Note when you are reading the Bible
what happens when people go up mountains], in our Western it would be time for
the dramatic music.
And something special does happen on
the mountain. Elijah stops running, stops still, breathes listens. I don’t know
about you, but when I get stressed about something, no matter how small, it
goes round and round in my mind, and grows more terrifying and more difficult
to see a possible way through.
For Elijah it was the noise of the earthquake
wind and fire, but for many of us, the noises that stop us hearing God are
televisions, radio, iPods and computers, or constant busyness, a brain without
an off switch.
What are the words, phrases or
worries that cloud your mind, and keep it busy?
Be still and know that I am God,
Be still and
know that I am GodBe still and know that I am God
O God of the still, small voice,
quiet our inner spirit. Help us to focus upon You,
to hear Your voice within.
I am the Lord
that healeth thee
I am the Lord
that healeth theeI am the Lord that healeth thee
There are so many other voices demanding our attention.
But we cannot attend to them without You....
In thee O Lord
do I put my trust
In thee O Lord
do I put my trustIn thee O Lord do I put my trust
In weakness, be our strength.
In poverty, be our wealth. In depression, be our joy.
In apathy, be our love.
Be still and know that I am God,
Be still and
know that I am GodBe still and know that I am God
Amended
~ posted on My Redeemer Lives website. http://www.myredeemerlives.com/prayers.html
On the mountain, Elijah stops
running, from Jezebel, and from being a prophet. On the mountain, Elijah stops
and meets with God, is reminded of God’s presence, God’s call on his life and
God sends Elijah back with work to do.
Elijah’s journey goes from running away
from Jezebel in fear of his life; and becomes a time to meet with God, to be
nurtured, to have his call affirmed.
We don’t have to go on a long trip
to be nurtured and encouraged in our faith journey.
[Singing: Wellsprings by
Don Stewart]